I don't want nobody more than you...
can't even think straight....
I've fallen....
for you [sexually] I see within you.
you see past me
yet I stay...
and hold on...
simply because....
I 've fallen
for you.
Sexually.
It's real....
Deep...
pervasive....
dynamic...
lowkey....
I'm an addict..
For you.
Monday, August 13, 2012
Subconscious: The Inevitable... [an interlude]
But here goes nothin....
That's what I thought when I initially indulged you.
Here I stand...a year later.
Little did I know...
It was something.
That's how life is. You enter a situation w/ minimal expectations... && leave w/ an exorbitant amount of absorbed energy. Feelings. Thoughts. Emotions. Sentiments.... && yes... expectations...
Because no matter how much we try to convince ourselves not to expect anything... that in itself creates the environment for expectations to thrive.
The norm, the status quo, innately becomes the unspoken expectation and you inevitably, yet subconciously, begin to hold said other to that implicit standard.
Life....
That's what I thought when I initially indulged you.
Here I stand...a year later.
Little did I know...
It was something.
That's how life is. You enter a situation w/ minimal expectations... && leave w/ an exorbitant amount of absorbed energy. Feelings. Thoughts. Emotions. Sentiments.... && yes... expectations...
Because no matter how much we try to convince ourselves not to expect anything... that in itself creates the environment for expectations to thrive.
The norm, the status quo, innately becomes the unspoken expectation and you inevitably, yet subconciously, begin to hold said other to that implicit standard.
Life....
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