Dear Karma [The Biggest Bitch I Know]

The old saying "What Goes Around, Comes Around"
takes a whole new meaning for me today.
I was forced to look myself in the face and see how my actions affected someone else
after being informed that someone did the same thing I did to them to me.
wow...
how about that for a change of pace?
Karma is the biggest bitch i know.
She don't take no shit from nobody.
You may think you have her beat...but really...she's just patiently
plotting her feat of depleting your reality and knocking you down to your knees
Shit...Karma is so bad, she can get you long after you even expect it.
So bad in fact, that once you think you may have gotten away with doing something without any type of consequence, she pops up like an unexpected visitor, bearing many gifts...
yet none of which you want...
but you have no choice but to accept them b/c not too long ago...you gave her these same gifts to deliver to someone else.
oh no..don't try to skirt out on Karma...that bitch don't play.
she will make a fool out of you...any given time of any given day.
she's the BIGGEST BITCH I KNOW. she don't take NO SHIT.
try her if you think I'm joking. She loves her job. enjoys every minute of it.
I had a run in with Karma today, && she laughed her ass off as I begrudgingly accepted her gifts.
she patted me on the back when I attempted to hang my head low and lifted my chin, looking me in the eye, informing me she's just returning the favor she did for me oh so many months ago.
How could I be SO ungrateful??

Dear Karma,
I owe you an apology. I took you for a joke and that wasn't fair. I mistook your power for play and mistook your grace for faith. I thought I was in the right but now I see just how in the wrong I really was. But I also see that it was for a reason. Because you showed up today and showed out, I now know that my initial visit with you back in May was not by chance. It was meant to happen. Sometimes we love people so deeply and b/c of how deeply we love them, we believe we should be with them. But what you showed today was that love has nothing to do with it. You are a better match maker than cupid. You take people away from each other who THINK they have what it takes to make it and pair them with individuals who lack all the things they are missing. Initially, it's only natural to deny the puzzle piece phenomena b/c no human honestly wants to ever admit that another human being completes them. That leads to the possibility of being hurt. But you do it so beautifully, that no matter how great the risk, it can't help but be screamed from a roof top. IT WAS MEANT TO BE. And I thank you Karma, for being a bigger Bitch than me.